Lost. In my thoughts. Confused. About my desires. Selfish. Striving for what I want. Lonely. In this world. We all want to be heard, But no one wants to listen. We all want respect, But don’t want to respect others. We all want to be loved, But don’t want to love. —- Maybe I just […]
As I get older I seam to become more and more forgetful. It used to be that I had to remember all my friends’ birthdays and make sure to get them cards and gifts. Well now it seams the older I get the more mine and there birthdays alike seam to be a lesser and […]
“I’m so far from perfect; I am a failure at best.” I am often reminded by these words from the band My Red Hot Nightmare’s song “weight of another.” Perhaps it’s because I seam to relate everything in my life to a song. Possibly, it’s because I like to focus on the negativity in my […]
I am what some would call a dreamer. This in the simplest form means, I have great ideas and expectations of what/who I want to be.People often laugh or just stare in utter silence when I tell them my dreams. This just makes me want to succeed more to try harder, run faster, and fly […]
“You’ve been living life like it’s a sequel And your already bored with the plot As if the cast and the score Are more money than before But the script and the backdrop are stock” – Switchfoot ,C’mon C’mon [Lyrics] If you are like me you often times will hear a song and fall in […]